You brought me
Into this world.
You taught me
The ways of life.
You gave me
A reason to live.
Then why
Did you turn against me,
My kin?
You were the omniscient
To my innocent mind,
My eternal guide.
Then why
Did you stray from me,
O creator?
Naïve I was
To have relied on you.
Clueless I was
To base my life
To live up
To your expectations.
Innocent I was
To let you
Convince me of having
Only the talents
You wanted me to develop.
Silly I was
To allow you
To guide me
Into complete misery.
Helpless I was
To stop you
From taking
The very life you gave me.
Help me understand...
Why strengthen pillars
Of emotions
When you intended
To break them anyway?
Show me the logic
Of giving life
Just to take it away.
Was it mere whim
Or was the purpose definite
When you chose
To misunderstand
And misinterpret
The words spoken
Or actions committed?
What am I supposed to do now?
Where am I to go
When I am in need of help?
Whom do I look to
When I need to show love
Or be loved?
Who will guide me
Or help me learn
When I make mistakes?
Who will appreciate
The hardwork I put
Into strengthening my emotions?
Who will praise
The struggle with which
I live through each moment of the day?
The empty void you created
Cannot easily be filled.
Do not teach me
The value of a promise
If you cannot respect it yourself.
Do not make me
Self reliant
If you don't want to give me freedom.
Do not teach me
The difference between right and wrong
And then pass off
Your wrong-doings as righteous.
Do not show me
How to be kind and considerate
When you yourself know no compassion.
Do not teach me loyalty
If you yourself cannot practice what you preach.
With this
My soul breaks free
From the shackles
You tied around it
Under the guise of responsibility.
Now,
My problems are mine.
My loyalty is
Towards my well-being.
You cannot cheat me
Any more into believing
That there exists
An emotional connection
Between us.
My freedom is all that matters.
The shattered shards
Of my faith in humanity
I now collect…
They need you to be fixed.
They will remain broken.
-Me
